Laughing Alone With Fish

whenever i see them mentioned or see them on my dash when they’re reblogged by someone else i get put into a really weird mood

like i get really angry but i get really sad too ‘cus i kinda miss them

or maybe i just miss the times we had together

that’s actually more likely

i’m just really extremely pissed how they treated us in the end

i mean

it was so much fun with them at first

i did like being their friend

but then everything just sort of

collapsed in time

i avoid blogs that post too much fighting over certain things way too often and post only one thing all the time and from what i see now they became the kind of people that i wouldn’t get along with even if they did work out those issues they had with us then and stuck around

so i guess it’s okay

but

i wish they would have at least said something rather then just abandoning us like we meant nothing

so

just…

i dunno i’m just rambling now and have been holding this in for a long time and i don’t usually hold grudges very often but when i do it means i’ve been hurt really bad

fucki’mcryingnow